We have two kinds of families.. One we are born into and one we choose for ourselves...
Friends are the family we choose for ourselves. And of course the one person who is more than a friend.
But here lets talk about friends. We choose them for ourselves, at least most of the times. We expect these people, these friends to be there when you want them, when your need them because your in trouble or lonely or just because you want to know that there is someone out there for you. Okay truly speaking, because you've been there for them day or night. And you just kind of expect to get what you've given without thought( maybe a little teeny weeny thought). Don't you?? Isn't it okay to expect a little.?? Not much just a little...
How are you to feel when that doesn't happen. When your siting all alone and your friends who promised to be with you, aren't there. And it isn't because they really can't make it( that is understandable if your asking for something that puts them into trouble), its more because they aren't trying to come, because they are spending all your time with some else well.. IS that lame??? Is it expecting too much???
Especially when you have soo many people who are supposedly your friends and you've asked them all to give you company and yet here you are siting all alone at home ( and they know it) and not one of them is here to give you company. Yes a few called but it was more for courtesy to ask you out for things that they know you don't enjoy. And few promise but don't call.
There are times when you've been busy and have had obligations which you've readily chucked just to spend time with them friends.. IS it okay to be pissed at them especially if you've always gone out of your way to make time for them. Is it okay to be sad when you've given them time when you could've spent that time with your special someone or had to( like a mandatory thing) be with your parents. When you've made time for them be it day or night.
Thats why the title...
Expectations...
Whom to expect from??
What to expect??
How much is too MUCH???
And finally what happens when those expectations are not met??
Is it okay to be pissed???
Forget all that how are you suppose to react when those friends call you and ask you if your pissed??? What do you say?? How much do you say???
IS it because they aren't really as good a friend as you think?? Or is it because your just asking for more than they can give?? And really what is asking for too much.??
And FINALLY...
IS THERE A TOO MUCH IN FRIENDSHIP???
P.S.
I might have repeated myself a few times please ignore that.
And now I'll just curl into a blanket and sleep tight because well I'm tired of waiting for the whole day and I have a feeling that tomorrow and day after is going to be much of the same...
ADIOS....
