One Month Ago....
It was my first day at the JOB... Big day.... woke up early got dressed in my best clothes picked up my bag and N picked me up from home... oh no... N wasn't joining with me.. S, D and N were coming to drop me all the way till the induction venue... yeah...!!! i know how sweet of them... :) :) SO i reached the venue... 5 star hotel and all... it was like woweee.... but my thoughts, as i entered the main door of the hotel while they sat in the car and waved goodbye to me, were not woweee... they were more on the lines of nervousness and some sorrow and regret.... nerves are understandable... but why the sorrow and regret, right??? its really simple actually.... i was sad to leave people behind me .. the people who sat in the car were not people i wanted to leave behind.... :( and regret because i knew that i could have been with them if i chose it... oh and there was some hope... hope that i still had my other options open that i if this company was not good enough i could go to the other..( though i knew deep down that i wouldn't change my mind anymore... i had a very big incentive by going to ACC..)
Anyway, that was how the day started... and i would like to say that it got better but the truth is it just got worse.. i managed to get through the day. but what i was really looking forward was to get out of the induction program and go meet friends... oh there was one good thing about this program... it had great great great food..( and trust me that was another thing that got me through the day... the good food.. :P )...
The next 2 days went on with the induction and truly speaking it just got more and more boring... :P.. i mean all that was happening was people going on about the core values and ethics and then i zoned out.... :P .. but I'm sure it was more of the same... i reached the heights of boredom in those 2 days...
Present Day....
I woke up late... took a quick shower.. its a Friday so i put on jeans (yayayay)... and the top that came into my hand first and waited for the bus... there was no place in the bus.. so i sat behind the driver's seat ( see the contrast to me sitting in a luxurious car on the 1st day to this..) and now its lunch break and if i want to eat i will get a south Indian thaali which i detest or a puff or the best is the maggi..( not that I'm eating... ).... and today evening i don't have anyone to go meet.. oh wait there is my bed waiting for me at home.. but that's about it...
I've been in this place for a month now.. and a lot has changed... I've gotten use to being alone and doing things alone.... i almost went and had the iftar treat at pizza hut alone... so that has definitely changed( that's something i wouldn't even have considered a month back... going to a restaurant and eating alone... no f*****g way...) but now it all goes....
Now , even after 1 month i don't like this place any better... but i like the fact that i have a house to go back to at the end of the day because fact is if i would have gone to INFY and not liked it and not even have a home to go to at the end of the day i guess i wouldn't have been able to handle it so well...
I liked my life 1 month back.. i was living it to the fullest.. and now I'm just going along with it.. because life has to go on...:)
Enough crap for now....
Adios...
It was my first day at the JOB... Big day.... woke up early got dressed in my best clothes picked up my bag and N picked me up from home... oh no... N wasn't joining with me.. S, D and N were coming to drop me all the way till the induction venue... yeah...!!! i know how sweet of them... :) :) SO i reached the venue... 5 star hotel and all... it was like woweee.... but my thoughts, as i entered the main door of the hotel while they sat in the car and waved goodbye to me, were not woweee... they were more on the lines of nervousness and some sorrow and regret.... nerves are understandable... but why the sorrow and regret, right??? its really simple actually.... i was sad to leave people behind me .. the people who sat in the car were not people i wanted to leave behind.... :( and regret because i knew that i could have been with them if i chose it... oh and there was some hope... hope that i still had my other options open that i if this company was not good enough i could go to the other..( though i knew deep down that i wouldn't change my mind anymore... i had a very big incentive by going to ACC..)
Anyway, that was how the day started... and i would like to say that it got better but the truth is it just got worse.. i managed to get through the day. but what i was really looking forward was to get out of the induction program and go meet friends... oh there was one good thing about this program... it had great great great food..( and trust me that was another thing that got me through the day... the good food.. :P )...
The next 2 days went on with the induction and truly speaking it just got more and more boring... :P.. i mean all that was happening was people going on about the core values and ethics and then i zoned out.... :P .. but I'm sure it was more of the same... i reached the heights of boredom in those 2 days...
Present Day....
I woke up late... took a quick shower.. its a Friday so i put on jeans (yayayay)... and the top that came into my hand first and waited for the bus... there was no place in the bus.. so i sat behind the driver's seat ( see the contrast to me sitting in a luxurious car on the 1st day to this..) and now its lunch break and if i want to eat i will get a south Indian thaali which i detest or a puff or the best is the maggi..( not that I'm eating... ).... and today evening i don't have anyone to go meet.. oh wait there is my bed waiting for me at home.. but that's about it...
I've been in this place for a month now.. and a lot has changed... I've gotten use to being alone and doing things alone.... i almost went and had the iftar treat at pizza hut alone... so that has definitely changed( that's something i wouldn't even have considered a month back... going to a restaurant and eating alone... no f*****g way...) but now it all goes....
Now , even after 1 month i don't like this place any better... but i like the fact that i have a house to go back to at the end of the day because fact is if i would have gone to INFY and not liked it and not even have a home to go to at the end of the day i guess i wouldn't have been able to handle it so well...
I liked my life 1 month back.. i was living it to the fullest.. and now I'm just going along with it.. because life has to go on...:)
Enough crap for now....
Adios...
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