AND THEN I REALIZED....

Now that college is over, people are leaving to get on with life. And since a friend of mine leaves for her new job training program this week we met yesterday night to chill and just hang out.

We had dinner on a chinese Bandi (a roadside eatery) and had late night ice cream. Once back home we played board games, yeah i know sounds a little weird as this age bu it was fun and we laughed our guts out the whole night. finally called it a night at maybe 5 am. mostly because by then most of us were yawning and couldn't keep our eyes open even if it was a matter of life and death...

But see the funny part is yet to come. every other time that we've all just slept over at someone's, the next day was all about lazing around. waking up the next morning at 10 - 11.. having breakfast.. siting around the table and catching up on the previous night's craziness, etc, etc...

But today morning was Different. one of us got up at 7am and rushed to work. then next left at 8 and when i finally roused myself completely from sleep at 8:30ish, there were just 3 of us in the room.But see, the thing wasn't that all of us left seperately or woke up early. it was just how fast we went from "having fun" at night to "going back to work" in the morning. it was when i woke up this morning that i realized that my life of relaxation and leisure is coming to an end. very soon every day will be like this. it will not matter what kind of night i had, the next morning i would have to leave from home for work because my boss will not be a nice professor who would grant me a sick leave if i just din't feel like going in that day. i will not just b able to go to work after lunch or after the first hour because i overslept....

What amazes me all the more (umm.. actually it scares me more) is that i really haven't even started that part of my life yet but still i'm being pushed into that environment because of the change that people around me are undergoing. i guess its my time to leave education and college life behind and grow up.....

I'm not afraid of the responsibility this part of life will bring with it but my fear really lies in the fact that i might not be able to control this change because i'm really sure how i'm going to do the whole growing up bit and life seems to be pushing that bit on to me quite a lot now.

Anyway, i'l just ponder over it for the next month while i enjoy the last of my summer vacations..:)GOOD NIGHT...!!!